At
five o'clock in the afternoon, Su Hui said goodbye to the prison guards. When
he walked out of the corridor of Baihu Mountain Prison, the sky had already
started to darken.
At
this time, normal family visits had already ended, and free activities had also
come to a close. Perhaps the prisoners had been locked in one place for
concentrated study, and the whole administrative district was extremely quiet.
It was empty everywhere, like a world that no one had visited.
It
looked clean, standardized, quiet and tidy here.
But
here, locked behind the iron fence not far away, were the deepest sins in the
world.
Su
Hui straightened up and walked through the deserted corridor. His metal cane
touched the ground making a light noise. This cane helped him identify those
roads that he couldn’t see clearly. Now he had formed some dependence on it when
walking.
He
walked all the way through the long corridor, through the high iron gate, and continued
forward. His sight was filled with a hazy gray. He knew that it should be green
in the mountains, but his eyes could not distinguish it.
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The
sun cast long shadows behind him.
He
looked back and saw that the prison was shrouded in mist, as if this place was illusory
and non-existent.
Su
Hui waited alone at the bus platform for a long time before he got to the bus
going down the mountain.
There
were only a few people on the bus except him.
Su
Hui soon realized that the aunt had been right. When he went down the mountain,
the driver drove harder by virtue of inertia.
The
whole journey was like an enhanced and extended roller coaster, with sudden
braking and acceleration alternately. His internal organs feel tightly held by
an invisible hand, making him breathless. His brain had not adapted to one
turn, and then was ushered into the next.
Su
Hui was grateful to the aunt for giving him a plastic bag when he came. He took
it, which was a great pychological consolation.
He
had already been nauseous. That kind of nausea did not only come from this
section of winding mountain road, but more so from the two-hour conversation,
he had in the afternoon, the photos of the victims, the *shocking experiences,
and the words that constantly occupied his mind.
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*Shocks the eye, astonishes the heart (idiom) – shocking; horrible to seeWhen
you want to understand the darkness, you need to step into it step by step,
immerse yourself in the black, and then try to communicate with it.
That
darkness seemed to cover his mouth and nose, suffocating him, and even
constantly trying to invade his body.
Su
Hui sometimes felt powerless because of his insensibility to the world, but
sometimes it was precisely that insensibility that cut him off his connection with
evil and isolated him from it.
His
world was frozen in ice.
He
felt like a mobile phone that had changed into flight mode, cut off the signal
and lost contact with the world.
Su
Hui guessed that this might also be a self-preservation mechanism, so that he
would not collapse psychologically.
Su
Hui didn't vomit in the end. After all, he had only had breakfast today. He
should be hungry, but he didn't feel anything.
The
result of inhaling secondhand smoke all afternoon was that he kept coughing. It
felt like his breath was suppressed. He got out of the car and walked home step
by step. His steps were weak. The old wounds in his lungs seemed to be torn apart
by a pair of hands, making him feel like he was about to suffocate at any
moment.
At
the end of the cough, he even sensed a bloody smell, as if he would vomit blood
if he opened his mouth.
.
It
was already past six o’clock when Su Hui returned home. The room was pitch
black, so he turned on the light.
The
house he lived in was nearly 130 square meters, which was a bit luxurious to
live alone in. The house had only two rooms, which was a very popular high-end
apartment type nowadays. The living room and dining room are very large. Behind
the sofa in the living room, he placed a huge desk, and turned the wall behind
it into a bookshelf.
Su
Hui spent most of the day in bed. Other times, he would sit at his desk. The
sofa was full of clothes and unwashed sheets.
Su
Hui turned a blind eye to the mess in the living room. He casually put his things
down on the dining table and chair, took off his clothes and threw them on the
sofa, and then went to take a bath.
Twenty
minutes later, he came out wearing a bathrobe and slippers, exposing his thin
ankles.
It
was sunset now and the thick blackout curtains were drawn in the room so no
sunlight shone in.
Su
Hui also liked the darkness. He rarely opened the curtains or windows in broad
daylight. For this reason, he specially installed a fresh air system in the
house. The ventilation relied on the holes on the roof, and the lighting was
reliant on the white lamps.
This
artificial light and wind gave him a sense of security.
Su
Hui sat on the swivel chair behind his desk. The huge desk was full of books,
some of which were stacked high and a little rickety. Many of them were works
of various countries on criminology, some of which are simply original works in
foreign languages. Some of the books were opened, some were folded, and some
were marked with colored sticky notes.
On
the light beige wooden floor of the house were some unpacked express boxes, and
some clothes that needed to be washed. The students would not come to help him
clean his room until Monday afternoon, which was still two days away.
Su
Hui suddenly remembered that there was something missing. He went around to the
side of the sofa and saw that the cat litter box and the cat's nest were empty.
So,
Su Hui lay down and whispered, "Meow meow..."
The
gap under the sofa was a bit large. It was dark and he couldn’t tell if the cat
was in it.
Su
Hui called again. The only ear he had left that could distinguish sound finally
caught it, a thin response came from the clothes on the sofa.
Hearing
the cat's cry, Su Hui felt relieved and straightened up.
Once,
when he was not at home, the cat somehow escaped to the outside but a kind-hearted
student found him and caught him.
Su
Hui got up and went to the kitchen to take out cat food, filled the bowl, and
then added some water to the automatic water feeder.
The
kitten finally crawled out of the clothes slowly. It ran to the bowl, looked
back at its owner, and then bent down to enjoy dinner.
Su
Hui went over and squatted down. He reached out and rubbed the cat's head. The
cat looked up at him, then put out his tongue and licked Su Hui's hand.
Looking
down from this angle, Su Hui could not see the expression on the cat's face
clearly, but he could feel that the little thing in his hands was warm and
soft. It was a small life.
Su
Hui had picked up this cat at the corner of the school. It was only a one-year-old
male cat. Su Hui had neutered it, dewormed it, and vaccinated it. It was named
Aristotle.
Aristotle
had a pair of watery eyes, and was not like a wild cat.
Su
Hui's students all liked it. They often brought it all kinds of canned cat food
and snacks hoping to make t fat. But Su Hui always forgot to feed it, and he
himself forgot to eat, so it lived a life of hunger and satiety with its
master.
After
feeding the cat, Su Hui poured himself a glass of milk, soaked some cereal and
ate two slices of bread.
The
room was very quiet. For a moment, there was only the sound of one person and
one cat eating. He and Aristotle had dinner together.
Aristotle
was born as a wild cat. He was a happy go lucky character. When he was full, he
went to his cat's nest and fell asleep. Su Hui took the materials he brought
back to his desk, opened his laptop, and brushed his Weibo.
The
first item on today's hot search was the one Su Hui saw when he left home this
morning: 100 days since Pei Weiwei’s Disappearance#.
Correspondingly,
# Song Rongjiang, the taxi maniac, is about to be executed # This hot search had
also risen to the tenth place.
Pei
Weiwei.
During
this period, everyone in Huadu remembered this name.
Since
the girl disappeared, her family and friends had never given up looking for
her.
As
early as more than three months ago, the # Search for Pei Weiwei # had long
occupied the first place in Huadu City's super talk.
There
are frequent hot searches on Weibo. The public welfare column of the
advertising column had been replaced by a photo of Pei Weiwei. Students often
sent out missing person notices spontaneously at various intersections.
Under
such circumstances, even the most sluggish and closed-off people remembered Pei
Weiwei’s name.
People
were afraid that time would dilute the hatred and that the dead would be
forgotten forever. Now, for 100 days, the people who were actively looking for
her had no news about the whereabouts of the girl.
She
seemed to have evaporated in this sleepy city, this world full of fireworks.
This
shouldn't be her twenties…
Su
Hui held his cheek in his left hand and clicked on the hot search with his
right hand. The first video that popped up was an interview video from an
official media platform, in which someone visited Pei Weiwei's classmates and
parents.
The
reporter first interviewed several of Pei Weiwei's classmates, who said,
"Although it has been a hundred days, we have never given up looking for
Weiwei."
"Sometimes
I feel like Weiwei is still with us, and she will come back..."
"I
regret that I didn't write down the license plate number that day."
"Everyone
should pay attention to safety while taking a taxi. Before getting on the car,
you should take a picture of the license plate number and send it to your
friends. You must be alert at all times..."
"I
miss Weiwei... Our dormitory has kept her bed empty, waiting for her to come
back."
Su
Hui pulled the progress bar, and the people on the screen become Pei Weiwei's
parents. A middle-aged woman cried bitterly: "As a mother, I beg you,
kind-hearted people, to help me find my Weiwei... I really want to hear her
call me mom again... Up to now, we still don't know whether our daughter is
alive or dead, and I hope we can find her... Weiwei has been missing for 100
days, and someone has advised us to give up, and I know that the hope is
getting slimmer. I think even if it’s to just find her boy, it would be good if
she could be buried properly..."
Pei
Weiwei's mother broke down in tears. Her husband then said, "This is my
contact information. I hope someone who knows the truth can contact me and
provide any clues. As long as the information is true, I am willing to pay, I
am willing to sell my house and company, I am willing to lose my fortune, and I
am willing to exchange everything. Whoever knows about my daughter, please
contact me!"
Su
Hui looks at the excited middle-aged man on the video and then scrolled down to
read the hot comments.
"Shit,
it breaks my heart! What kind of beast is the murderer?"
"Auntie,
don't cry! We won't give up, we will work hard! Weiwei will definitely be
found!"
"A
murderer like Song Rongjiang, go to hell! Die! Die!"
"Song
Rongjiang has already been sentenced to death. He is dead anyway, and will he
die again?"
"Upstairs,
do you have a heart? Song Rongjiang was sentenced for killing two other people!
It's not the price paid for Pei Weiwei's death! The meaning is completely
different!"
"If
Song Rongjiang killed or imprisoned Pei Weiwei, if he deliberately didn't say
anything, will we never find Pei Weiwei after his death? “
"Have
you ever thought about the possibility that the killer was someone else?"
"Pei
Weiwei may have been killed by now, but where is the body? I think if this
matter is not investigated clearly, that girl will not be able to *close her
eyes!
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*to close one’s eyes – fig: to be contented at the time of one’s death. Dying without closing one’s eyes would signify having unresolved grievances."Pei
Weiwei has been missing for so long. It's the police's inaction!"
"The
police have made great efforts; otherwise, how could they have caught that
pervert so quickly? Now that there is no evidence, shouldn’t you blame the
criminal and not the police?"
People
on Weibo *stuck to their own words. Su Hui looked at it for a while, closed the
webpage, opened the document, and began to sort out the information from that afternoon.
He opened the information given to him by Tan Bureau, put it aside, stretched
out his right hand, habitually touched the pen container on the table, and then
grabbed at empty air.
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*Lit: A dialogue of the deaf (idiom) - Each sticks to his own version. (no one is willing to listen to and accept the opinions of others. The English equivalent would be ‘to turn a deaf ear’.)Su
Hui looked up and found that the pen holder was *empty.
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*As empty as anything (idiom) – to have nothing/emptyWould
he have to buy a felt-tip pen again? Su Hui thought with a sigh.
It
seemed that there was a black hole in this room, always eating those small
things, especially pens. No matter how many he buys, he will never find them after
he uses them.
Su
Hui took out a felt-tip pen he had brought with him from his schoolbag and was
finally able to proceed with the work. Then, his fingertip traced the name
signed on the police document - the Captain of the Major Crimes Unit: Lu
Junchi.
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After
the second victim was discovered, the case was transferred to the Major Crimes
Unit, and Lu Junchi was responsible for the investigation and arrest. He
quickly arrested Song Rongjiang, but even Lu Junchi, who was quick to solve the
case, did not ask about Pei Weiwei's whereabouts, nor could he prove whether
Song Rongjiang was responsible for the third case.
Later,
Lu Junchi received a new case, and the case of Pei Weiwei's disappearance was
transferred back to other groups of the General Administration, all in line
with the procedure.
Then
Song Rongjiang was transferred to the prosecutor’s office, where he was tried
by the court, and sentenced…
Su
Hui's pen touched the name of "Lu Junchi", leaving a black ink mark.
Su
Hui had just met him today. This is the first time he had met him face to face.
The distance between them seemed to be very close, but at the same time, it seemed
very far.
This
name had not appeared in his life for a long time.
His
memory of the name was from a few years ago. At that time, Su Hui met Lu Junchi
several times. He remembered that he was a handsome and outstanding man, and he
was also very bold and smart. He had a good impression of him. This time, it
seems that he had matured a lot.
The
young policeman of that year had grown up and was the captain of the Major
Crimes Unit.
At
the thought of this, Su Hui felt a dull pain in his head, something seemed to
be missing from his mind.
It
seemed that some of his memories had been lost since the accident. Many things
in his mind were like waste paper being crumpled into a ball. He knew that
those memories were there, but he could not restore and unfold them.
Su
Hui sighed and gave up thinking. He opened a small express carton beside him.
It was his new puzzle.
Su
Hui liked jigsaw puzzles, especially after the accident two years ago. These
puzzles were like a signpost on his lost road, which could guide him on the
right path to follow.
The
two puzzles he bought this time were named Wave Puzzle. One was five pieces,
and the other was seven pieces. They were from the same series, both works of
Yuu Asaka, a famous Japanese puzzle designer.
Su
Hui bought one blue piece and one orange piece. As long as he put some colored
pieces into the white plate, they could be considered complete. He first picked
five-piece piece one and seven-piece one aside.
Rather
than saying it was a jigsaw puzzle, it was more of an intellect-growing type of
game. The puzzle looked very simple, like a child's toy. However, the level of
the puzzle was not low, and there were also mysteries in it.
Its
aim was not to fit tightly, but rather to be able to put those geometric figures
in.
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*to fit tightly (idiom) – to join seamlesslySu
Hui took some pieces of the blue jigsaw puzzle and tried it. Whether it was
horizontal or vertical, there were always gaps, as if something was forever missing.
Every
time, it seemed to be infinitely close to the answer, but also very far away
from the answer. The truth seemed to be right in front of him, but it couldn’t be
seen through.
Su
Hui stared at the puzzle in front of him and suddenly had an idea. He tilted
the puzzle at an angle with his hand…
It
seems that this was the right way to solve the problem, and soon the other
pieces were put together.
It
took a few minutes. The blue color was like the shape of waves. When the
conventional practice has no result, sometimes you just need to deflect and
change your mind to find the answer you want…..
TN:
Wish I was as smart as Su Hui. Maybe then I could have been a doctor or something
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