The summer heat is getting more and more intense, and the midterm exams are getting closer and closer.
Lu Nian actually didn’t want to interfere with his choice. Qin Si was sixteen years old soon. It was impossible for her family to restrain him for a lifetime. Lu Nian knew that Qin Si had always wanted to leave their home and live a free life. As far as she is concerned, with the experience three years ago, she would no longer want to interfere.
Moreover, the previous attitude of Lu Zhihong also made her vaguely a little worried, since that day after dinner, Lu Zhihong approached her twice these days to ask about Qin Si, asking about his current status and asking him which school he was going to attend.
Lu Nian whispered, "I don't know him well, and I haven't contacted him for a long time."
Lu Zhihong frowned slightly, "Your personality should also be a little outgoing, these necessary interactions are necessary."
If she can't even communicate with a fatherless child, how can she cope with the complex social scene when she grows up?
Lu Nian did not speak, but ate silently.
Even though she is not as pale as when she was a child, the little girl still has white skin like snow. A small, pointy, melon face. She is now pumping strips, was still extraordinarily slender, the pupils of her eyes are like an autumn water, She look so delicate, timid and small, Lu Zhihong cannot blame her.
He is getting older. In recent years, he has obviously felt that his energy has declined and his body is not as good as before. But Lu Nian is really not a good person to inherit the family business. After these years, Lu Zhihong has also seen clearly, and countless times. He regretted it, but what can he do now.
After eating, Lu Nian said she was going to do her homework, and obediently returned to the room.
Seeing Lu Zhihong's boredom, He Tian said, "Dr. Zhao called the other day and said that there is a new technology in the United States. Would you like to try it?"
The woman looks as charming as she was a few years ago, but her tone is somewhat mocking. Lu Zhihong is well maintained, even though he is more than half a hundred years old, he still looks gentle and elegant, much younger than he actually was.
"It's useless." Lu Zhihong said, the room was full of air-conditioning, but he still felt sweaty at the temples, and he irritably pulled off the collar of his shirt. "It's just a mess, you want to go play by yourself."
"Nian Nian will be an adult after a few years." He said, "Seeing that she was still like a child, Su's daughter was about the same age as her, and she was much more mature and stable. "
He Tian said casually, "Of course there are differences between people and other people. "
She raised her eyes to look at Lu Zhihong, who was pacing in the living room irritably, her red lips twitched, and she suddenly smiled, "If it was A Zhu who came back back then, you might be less worried about it now..."
Lu Zhihong interrupted her with a loud voice, "It's all my children. It makes no difference which one comes back."
He Tian raised her eyebrows, knowing that he hurt his feet, so she didn't go on.
After all, Lu Zhihong can only have the blood of Lu Nian in this life. She looked on with cold eyes, and a trace of ridicule passed through her eyes.
If he knew that now, he might have been fighting for his own life, and he would also have to find Lu Zhuo back, to see him corpse or alive.
Zhang Qiuping was just about to enter the room to put the fruit plate. Hearing this by the door, the atmosphere didn't dare to come out, so she turned her head and walked back.
Fortunately, the young lady has already returned to the room. Almost every once in a while, Mr. and Mrs. Lu will make trouble because of this incident.
However, how cute the young master was before, a good child, then nothing.
She sighed silently.
Lu Nian returned to the room, closed the door, collapsed on the bed, and retracted into her own small world, the lingering tightness disappeared.
If... she tell the truth.
She was afraid that Lu Zhihong would want to use her to interfere with Qin Si.
After all, it can be said that the Qin Si in the original book was destroyed by people like the Lu family. Now that he has finally reached such a big place safely, for the time being, he couldn't see any tendency to become crooked, and she hoped that Qin Si can continue to do so.
However, after that unhappy split up, she did not hear from him for a long time.
Lu Nian returned the gift box to Zheng Miaoxuan very sorry.
Zheng Miaoxuan asked disappointedly, "Then what did he say."
Lu Nian remembered her and Qin Si have quarrel, She didn't know how to answer Zheng Miaoxuan, and she didn't want to lie, so she told the truth, "he ...I'm sorry, I may have upset him at the time, even dragged you down."
After Zheng Miaoxuan listened, she was not so disappointed. She put the gift away, "It's okay, Niannian, thank you for helping me, then I will find him by myself next time. He should also continue to go to our high school."
Lu Nian shook her head silently.
She thought, why now, every time they meet, it seems that they end up in unhappy endings. Lu Nian is a little tired. She remembered how cute Qin Si was when she met him before, at least she could see through him. She can tolerate some small tempers. Now, she only feels that she is getting farther and farther away from Qin Si.
During the high school entrance examination, the attached middle school was used as an examination room, and everyone had a three-day short vacation, and they were very happy.
Lu Yang is now eighteen years old. This year’s college entrance examination, the college entrance examination was in early June, and now he has finished the exam. He has been out for a while before returning to Ancheng and did a casual summer internship at Lu Company. Lu Zhihong values him very much, but after all he has just graduated from high school, Lu Yang doesn't have much to do in the company, so watching Lu Nian for the busy Lu Zhihong has become his daily routine.
"Are you going to have a holiday tomorrow?"
On this day, the sun was blazing. In order to set up the examination room in advance, they took a holiday in the afternoon. The next day of the high school entrance examination is approaching, and there are many parents who come to pick up their children. After two days, the scene of sending the students to exam will be more lively.
Lu Yang said, "these two days don't come out outside, too hot, your body is weak, I'm afraid it will heat you up."
Lu Nian nodded silently.
Because she knew what she had said to Lu Yang now, it was very likely that Lu Yang would tell Lu Zhihong as soon as he turned his head.
At the end of the final test of the senior high school entrance examination, the scorching heat still did not subside.
Carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder, Qin Si walked out of the crowded test-sending army alone.
The young man has a long and slender figure, and his heroic face and slightly indifferent expression on his face are very easy to identify.
"Qin Si!"
The little girl in a white dress stood on the opposite side of the road and waved to him, her face flushed by the sun.
He didn't expect Lu Nian to come.
Even more unexpectedly, she would...dress up like this.
Lu Nian rarely wears skirts. The creamy white and soft skirts only reach the knees, and the slenderness that the girl gradually draws out is more obvious. Her small face is flushed from the sun, and her eyebrows are crooked, making her look extra vivid.
He turned his head, not wanting to look more, and distanced himself from her again.
Lu Nian asked, "Are you upset that I came?"
Tch, he must be upset, he didn't even look at her.
Qin Si silently walked into a convenience store.
Lu Nian's cheeks suddenly chilled, and the cold beverage can that he had just taken out of the refrigerator felt very comfortable on her face. She squinted her eyes and said, "It's so cold."
He was silent, noticing that he didn't let his finger touch her cheek.
"I have something for you." After a while, Qin Si asked briefly, "Do you have time now?"
Lu Nian said "Oh", "It's not too far away. If I don't go back before six o'clock, Lu Yang probably will call desperately again or come and grab me home."
He don't know which part of this sentence stung him slightly, and the boy's footsteps were slightly stagnant, and then he returned to normal.
He brought her to a small bar, Lu Nian knew, it was the one opened by Brother Ming, and Qin Si had borrowed to live there.
He didn't let her near the bar, and asked her to wait for him in the opposite park. Lu Nian sat down on the park bench boredly, dangling her two slender legs at will. She is used to being a little girl, and in recent years, she have rarely worn skirts when she go to school.
Unexpectedly, not long after the swing, something suddenly fell.
Originally Qin Si's school uniform jacket, which was wide and big, was simply and rudely thrown on her lap.
Lu Nian hadn't recovered yet, the boy had already left without a word.
Soon, he walked down with a stack of paper, and when he approached, Lu Nian looked at the stack of paper strangely, "What is this? Test paper?"
"I lived in the Lu family for these years, and spent a total of it." The boy stopped for a while, and instead of talking about his home, he replaced it with the word "Lu Manor", "board and lodging, tuition...plus some extra fees, and interest."
The white A4 paper was printed with dense numbers, which made her dazzled. After he arrived at Lu's house, the collection and expenditure, and interest, every year, finally added to a total.
"You should also have the account book at home, you can go home and check it."
"It's still a little bit, and within next year, all can be paid off." He said, with his eyelashes down and his expression unclear, "I will transfer it directly to your account then."
Private tuition is extraordinarily expensive. The Lu family’s residence is also in an area where the land is expensive. Only tuition and accommodation are not a figure that a 16-year-old can easily afford alone.
Lu Nian was completely dazed at the moment, looking at him blankly, unable to say a word.
The juvenile's handwriting is as cold as his own, the blade is as cold and sharp, the amount owed, and the last cold signature.
She even saw a few charges that stung her eyes there.
It was those gifts that she had secretly bought him in those years. At that time, she thought that Qin Si had accepted those gifts and was happy for him for a long time.
Now, is this going to completely cut off connection with her?
"You won't go back again in the future?" The girl's soft fingers tightened the edge of the paper, wrinkled, she quietly looked up at him.
The boy was silent for a long time, shook his head, "No."
Lu Nian lowered his head, "Before, I knew you didn't like me."
The boy did not speak.
He looked at her, the shadow reflected in the dark pupils had begun to become more beautiful, making him feel more uncomfortable every time he looked at it.
They were so close, perhaps the first time, and the last time they were so close.
Qin Si didn't say anything in the end, what could he say, the last trace of self-esteem and arrogance left in him did not allow him to say anything.
Lu Nian whispered, "However, I always thought that at least we could be friends."
He remembered the time they had spent together. When they first met, she was a sick little girl. She was left alone in the room and her playmates were very good. She cherished that time very much.
Friend...
He remembered the unbearable and wandering memories of his childhood, what she knew and what she didn't know.
She would never imagine his past experiences, including now, he was still in a mess. He didn't even have a chance to breathe, so he could only walk forward quickly, and she was born a high, well-dressed eldest lady.
Even the cost of his food and clothing, every pen and paper he used, belonged to her family.
What qualifications does he have?
When he was a child, many people scolded him for wild species, all kinds of more ugly words, and he encountered all kinds of embarrassment and no dignity... Qin Si didn't care, but he didn't want to show anything except in front of a person. This is unbearable.
The teenager has already begun to faintly realize the ignorant feelings in his heart. With his arrogant and extreme personality, and his particularly sensitive and strong self-esteem in his youth, he is unwilling to admit it. He has resisted, studied, worked part-time, and worked late into the night every day. He didn't give himself any chance to rest. It seemed that if he could return this money, he could completely change his identity, erase those memories, and erase all the strange emotions in his heart.
For a long time, Lu Nian slowly tightened her hand, put the paper into her palm, and hung her head, "I understand what you mean."
She walked farther and farther, her figure disappeared into the sunset.
He did not chase, as he had done before.
When Qin Si left that park, he didn't know how long he had been standing there. The moon rose to the mid-sky, and the cold moonlight fell on the young man's slightly thin shoulders, and the moon was like water.
Brother Ming rarely sees Qin Si like this. He is too precocious. It seems that he doesn't need to worry about anything and knows everything. When dealing with him, Brother Ming often forgets that he is only a teenager.
"You have worked so hard during this period, now go to sleep." Ming Ge patted him on the shoulder and couldn't help it. "If you want to make quick money..."
He has to study again during this period, and he has found several part-time jobs outside. There is not much good work for students of this age to find. Basically, it was very hard. Normally, he usually took care of the accounts of Brother Ming’s small bar. Sometimes he did not go to bed until two or three in the middle of the night, and then rushed to school for early reading at six or seven the next day.
Qin Si grew up very fast. During this period of time, he was as crazy as he forced himself, and he obviously lost a lot of weight. Brother Ming thought he was in urgent need of money and proposed to lend him some. Qin Si stubbornly doesn’t want it. Sometimes he is stubborn and unreasonable. There is no way to let Ming Ge understand him.
Qin Si shook his head.
She didn't want him to do those things. From the time he was a child, he always felt that she was very afraid of him "going bad." Although he never felt that he had a good life, he was already completely ill in his bones, but he was good in the worldly sense, and he was willing to keep pretending to show her.
The boy whispered, "I've done one thing."
Brother Ming looked at him, "People will do things wrong sometimes. You are still young."
Sensitive and arrogant like Qin Si, he never seemed to express any emotions from the time when Brother Ming met him, he was indifferent to everything, and he would never admit that he had done something wrong.
And now, for the first time, the young boy's eyes are covered with confusion.
He has so little that he can stand up to several mistakes... and, did he really do something wrong.
"You kid...in the future, you will definitely become a big man." Ming Ge was a little drunk, "Why bother to care about this moment."
When the time comes, what do he want?
In the middle of the night, it was the busiest time of the bar. As usual, he was sitting in that corner with deafening music and the smell of alcohol. He seemed to be completely isolated from the world, and he became a world of his own.
The juvenile's slightly long forehead hung down, and the white smoke enveloped his crisp face. It was the first time in his life that he was so depressed, and also the first time he was so indulgent.
Alcohol has paralyzed the brain, and his emotions are like a trapped beast out of the cage, no longer accepting wisdom dominance.
Want to be with you, want you to be with me.
I... don't hate you at all.
He murmured, "Don't leave me."
T/N: (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)
The author has something to say:
念念 (Niannian): Do you have the ability to speak in front of me?
四四崽(cub/QinSi): ......
In fact, the cub is stupid. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have it yet. Nian-nian doesn’t mind at all. (However, the cub have too much self-esteem and they are very mindful. He is very serious about all things related to Lu Nian-nian.)
The cub wife chasing crematorium is a real crematorium.
Let the arrogant, innocent, thin-skinned man chase his wife... But unfortunately, you have offended your future wife (by mistake), so you have to chase it anyway.
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