When he returned to the attic, the chattering sound disappeared on his ears, and it was much quieter.
Qin Si thought.
Want to approach her?
He smiled mockingly, that little fool?
He would never have such thoughts about anyone in his life.
The precocious boy has extremely strong self-esteem and is extremely sensitive. He has sealed his heart tightly, does not believe in anyone, let alone reveals his emotions to anyone.
The lights in the attic were on late this day.
After reading the book, he looked around at this attic that he was used to living in. Because of his early life in the orphanage, Qin Si had extremely low requirements for living conditions, food and clothing, and he never cared, so he could survive.
But now, when he looked at the attic, he suddenly felt a little unpleasant.
The boy got up and rearranged the few furnishings. Unfortunately, there was nothing to tidy up. The wooden floor was particularly cool in winter, the bed board was hard, and the whole room showed a dull gray.
There were no chairs in the room.
Qin Si looked at the floor in silence for a moment, and took out the mattress from the bed. His mattress was actually made of two thin quilts. He pulled down the thicker layer and folded it up. Spread out on the floor.
It's the length of being able to... just be able to sit two people side by side.
After watching for a while, the boy finally recovered and realized what he was doing, his face changed.
Angrily, he opened the quilt, and the poor thin quilt was lifted to the corner of the room by the owner, crumpled innocently.
He lay back on the bed, but he did not pick up the quilt again, just padded the remaining thin quilt of the bed.
The bed was extremely cold, the boy was still thin, his back was sore, but he didn't care at all at this time, just turned off the light and lay back on the bed.
The window was not closed tightly.
He looked out the window for the last time. The room was on the second floor, at the most axis of the manor. He saw the room with beige curtains and the light was still on.
It's like a long winter night, a touch of warm stars that suddenly rises and flickers.
A warm yellow light came out from the gaps in the curtains. It was bright and soft. He stared for a few seconds. After recovering, he quickly retracted his gaze. After a while, he pressed his lips tightly and drew his curtains.
This winter seems to be extremely long, no matter how long it is, it has an end.
He never returned home with Lu Nian, and Qin Si had less and less time to return to the Lu Manor, and few people knew where he went.
Regardless of his own wishes, the boy had already drawn some more lines. In the winter night, he was still wearing thin clothes, stepping indifferently across the snow, and seeing the brightly lit Lu Family Manor in the distance.
The winter vacation came so unexpectedly, the children no longer need to go to school, and when the New Year’s Day came to the end of the year, the Lu family started to make preparations in advance to celebrate the New Year.
He calmly thought that the intersection between him and her should come to an end, and she would never look for him again.
After all, such ugly words were said.
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